{"id":6565,"date":"2021-10-11T05:07:41","date_gmt":"2021-10-11T10:07:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tatianacameron.com\/?p=6565"},"modified":"2021-10-11T05:10:21","modified_gmt":"2021-10-11T10:10:21","slug":"what-do-you-keep-putting-off","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/tatianacameron.com\/dev\/what-do-you-keep-putting-off\/","title":{"rendered":"What Do You Keep Putting Off?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-53px|||||&#8221;][et_pb_row disabled_on=&#8221;off|off|off&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; min_height=&#8221;1640px&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px|||0px||&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221;][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;on|off|off&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;|125px||123px||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">We\u2019ve driven over 4,200 miles and done 11 shows over two and a half weeks.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">It\u2019s been a wonderful tour! It\u2019s so amazing to hear the audience laugh and to hold their breath as we sing a moving song.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">We have been the inaugural concert of the new after-Covid season for these Community Concert Associations. People are so excited, though still cautious, about coming out and feeling the music. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">They are appreciative and they comment on how perfect our show is as the opener &#8211; with all the humor, beautiful uplifting moments, personable, and relatable. Everyone feels they are a part of it as we perform songs that trigger memories in everyone.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Last night, as I was setting up the CDs for sale, a high school kid stopped by. He said he would have loved to come to the show, but he was in a show himself and had to rehearse at the same time. He looked at our poster and said, \u2018I love comedy. It\u2019s the best!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I agreed with him and looked at the poster he was referring to. I guess to a kid, we do look a bit comical LOL. Or, he really had a great sense of humor&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;off|off|on&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;|3px||7px||&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">We\u2019ve driven over 4,200 miles and done 11 shows over two and a half weeks.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">It\u2019s been a wonderful tour! It\u2019s so amazing to hear the audience laugh and to hold their breath as we sing a moving song.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">We have been the inaugural concert of the new after-Covid season for these Community Concert Associations. People are so excited, though still cautious, about coming out and feeling the music. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">They are appreciative and they comment on how perfect our show is as the opener &#8211; with all the humor, beautiful uplifting moments, personable, and relatable. Everyone feels they are a part of it as we perform songs that trigger memories in everyone.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Last night, as I was setting up the CDs for sale, a high school kid stopped by. He said he would have loved to come to the show, but he was in a show himself and had to rehearse at the same time. He looked at our poster and said, \u2018I love comedy. It\u2019s the best!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I agreed with him and looked at the poster he was referring to. I guess to a kid, we do look a bit comical LOL. Or, he really had a great sense of humor&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_image src=&#8221;http:\/\/tatianacameron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/unnamed.jpg&#8221; title_text=&#8221;unnamed&#8221; align=&#8221;center&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; width=&#8221;100%&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; max_width=&#8221;100%&#8221; max_height=&#8221;1000px&#8221;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;on|off|off&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;|122px||123px||&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">In any case, I really appreciated this kid who was so excited about his rehearsal. Again, the arts are a powerful tool of expression and communication (especially for young people).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I wanted to write to you about something else today, though: <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Acting on a dream, or something that is on your \u2018bucket\u2019 list but can\u2019t seem to take priority.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">So, sometime during those 18 months of staying at home and not touring, I found my old tap shoes. They are the same ones I bought when I came to America to study musical theatre.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Holding them in my hands, I recalled how excited I was when I learned the basics, and then the simple combinations. I could feel the exhilarating joy of that one show, some 25 years ago, when I danced in the chorus line with a dozen other dancers.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I sat down on the floor of my closet to buckle them onto my feet, remembering how much I loved watching Shirley Temple, or Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers, when I was a little girl growing up in Croatia. We didn\u2019t have tap dancing classes in Croatia, so there was no way to learn it until I came to New York in 1992.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I spent endless hours in dance studios on Broadway, practicing and daydreaming of someday being good enough to dance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">But there was never an opportunity. I really wasn\u2019t good enough to be cast as a tap dancer. I had other strengths as a performer that took me on a different path.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">But a little bit of that dream never left my heart.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I walked out of the closet and tapped on the tiles of the bathroom floor. The little clicks made me smile\u2026 and made me tear up a little bit. I scratched the tiles!<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I would never be able to tap dance again, I thought. I just don\u2019t have a place for it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;off|off|on&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">In any case, I really appreciated this kid who was so excited about his rehearsal. Again, the arts are a powerful tool of expression and communication (especially for young people).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I wanted to write to you about something else today, though: <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Acting on a dream, or something that is on your \u2018bucket\u2019 list but can\u2019t seem to take priority.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">So, sometime during those 18 months of staying at home and not touring, I found my old tap shoes. They are the same ones I bought when I came to America to study musical theatre.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Holding them in my hands, I recalled how excited I was when I learned the basics, and then the simple combinations. I could feel the exhilarating joy of that one show, some 25 years ago, when I danced in the chorus line with a dozen other dancers.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I sat down on the floor of my closet to buckle them onto my feet, remembering how much I loved watching Shirley Temple, or Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers, when I was a little girl growing up in Croatia. We didn\u2019t have tap dancing classes in Croatia, so there was no way to learn it until I came to New York in 1992.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I spent endless hours in dance studios on Broadway, practicing and daydreaming of someday being good enough to dance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">But there was never an opportunity. I really wasn\u2019t good enough to be cast as a tap dancer. I had other strengths as a performer that took me on a different path.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">But a little bit of that dream never left my heart.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I walked out of the closet and tapped on the tiles of the bathroom floor. The little clicks made me smile\u2026 and made me tear up a little bit. I scratched the tiles!<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I would never be able to tap dance again, I thought. I just don\u2019t have a place for it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_image src=&#8221;http:\/\/tatianacameron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/FINAL_Blog-Banner-TC.com-14.png&#8221; title_text=&#8221;Don&#8217;t give up&#8221; align=&#8221;center&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; width=&#8221;100%&#8221; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;on|off|off&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;|122px||123px||&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\"><strong>But the sadness that this thought brought up\u00a0let me know that I wasn\u2019t ready to give it up just yet.\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Instead of waiting for the opportunity to come to me&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Instead of\u00a0waiting for some time when I&#8217;d be able to practice again, get really good, and THEN dance&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I decided that\u00a0I was going to<em>\u00a0just make it happen<\/em>.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I decided right then, standing in my tap shoes in my bathroom, that the next show I do, I&#8217;d do a little routine!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">So, for the past 11 concerts, I come out each night and I dance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">The sweet sounds I make with small metal plates attached to the soles of my shoes aren\u2019t perfect\u00a0or really that impressive. But my heart makes up for it. It fills up the room with that awesome energy of a fulfilled dream &#8211; one that was almost abandoned.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">And as I finish, I ask the audience:\u00a0<strong><em>&#8220;What is something you\u2019ve been wanting to do, but keep putting off because you&#8217;re afraid that it\u2019s not going to be perfect, or exactly like you dreamed it up?&#8221;<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I invite them to pull the pieces of their dream out of the storage boxes &#8211; or compartments in their hearts &#8211; and live them out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Even if it\u2019s just a tiny piece of the dream. You never know how much it will bless you\u00a0and how someone else will witness your joy.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">What is your version of \u2018tap shoes\u2019?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;off|off|on&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\"><strong>But the sadness that this thought brought up\u00a0let me know that I wasn\u2019t ready to give it up just yet.\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Instead of waiting for the opportunity to come to me&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Instead of\u00a0waiting for some time when I&#8217;d be able to practice again, get really good, and THEN dance&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I decided that\u00a0I was going to<em>\u00a0just make it happen<\/em>.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I decided right then, standing in my tap shoes in my bathroom, that the next show I do, I&#8217;d do a little routine!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">So, for the past 11 concerts, I come out each night and I dance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">The sweet sounds I make with small metal plates attached to the soles of my shoes aren\u2019t perfect\u00a0or really that impressive. But my heart makes up for it. It fills up the room with that awesome energy of a fulfilled dream &#8211; one that was almost abandoned.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">And as I finish, I ask the audience:\u00a0<strong><em>&#8220;What is something you\u2019ve been wanting to do, but keep putting off because you&#8217;re afraid that it\u2019s not going to be perfect, or exactly like you dreamed it up?&#8221;<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">I invite them to pull the pieces of their dream out of the storage boxes &#8211; or compartments in their hearts &#8211; and live them out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">Even if it\u2019s just a tiny piece of the dream. You never know how much it will bless you\u00a0and how someone else will witness your joy.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large; color: #000000;\">What is your version of \u2018tap shoes\u2019?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; min_height=&#8221;46px&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-large; color: #be1e2d;\"><strong>Videos from the tour<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;on|off|off&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221; min_height=&#8221;61px&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;|125px||123px||&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/vimeo.com\/627127424\/5a141a0000\" target=\"_blank\" data-saferedirecturl=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/url?q=https:\/\/tatianacameron.krtra.com\/c\/06eZgOjkipa4\/we7x&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1634032265292000&amp;usg=AFQjCNEx1mU8SLew95ji4uwA-anXgzyK2w\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">&gt;&gt; My tap dance routine<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/vimeo.com\/627130008\/1c4c003808\" target=\"_blank\" data-saferedirecturl=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/url?q=https:\/\/tatianacameron.krtra.com\/c\/bJqFI8wco1lF\/we7x&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1634032265292000&amp;usg=AFQjCNHBNjBgdFnb7XW3UMWbIMTIegm6eA\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">&gt;&gt; David playing to one of his fans<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/vimeo.com\/626912412\/cc8ed0eaa6\" target=\"_blank\" data-saferedirecturl=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/url?q=https:\/\/tatianacameron.krtra.com\/c\/HY8lAvsIqydT\/we7x&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1634032265292000&amp;usg=AFQjCNFNJOEZ_KD-UEuDSTROCSq8oxsXvA\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">&gt;&gt; Brian entertaining\u00a0us during sound-check<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text disabled_on=&#8221;off|off|on&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.5.7&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;2.5em&#8221; 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It\u2019s been a wonderful tour! It\u2019s so amazing to hear the audience laugh and to hold their breath as we sing [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6566,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"on","_et_pb_old_content":"<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Well, I was going to write a different email today, but then something amazing happened yesterday: Olivia Newton-John and her daughter Chloe Lattanzi released a song, \u201cWindow in the Wall\u201d, which I co-wrote with two other songwriters.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>I knew it was coming (and I had to keep it secret until it was officially released), but I had no idea what would happen when it was released, and more importantly, how I would feel about it.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>My Nashville friends tell me it\u2019s a big deal :) And it was a bit surreal hearing Olivia talk about the song on the TODAY show, knowing we wrote it in my piano room :)<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>You know how it is\u2026 You show up every day and do your work. You keep at it, you push through the hard times, and you learn to enjoy every minute of it - because after so many ups and downs, you learn to let go of your attachment to the outcome and you trust that Love (God) will organize all the pieces (that you put your heart into) for you. (I just wrote a poem about that last week. LOL)<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>You find satisfaction in your work - especially when it touches someone, or provides value for someone - which is the case with all meaningful work!<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>And you are happy. Fulfilled.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Like my son, Blais, who got himself a job at the local grocery store. After his first day of training, I asked him what his responsibilities would be. He said \u201cI\u2019m in customer service. And that means my job is to make people feel welcomed, valued, seen, and heard.\u201d<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>When he came home from his first day of work, he was glowing! He had been corralling shopping carts and bagging groceries for six hours, but he didn\u2019t even mention that. ALL he experienced was interacting with customers. He felt incredibly accomplished because he told me, he got to talk to people, ask them how their day went, and make them feel good. He brought me a bunch of roses because he said he was moved by someone who was buying roses for their mother.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>THIS was a life-defining moment for him. Blais\u2019 manager could have told him his job was to bag groceries quickly and efficiently, and to compete with the next kid at the number of shopping carts they can pull in one swoop. <strong>Instead, they gave him the gift of a mindset that puts people - and service - before productivity.<\/strong><\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>I guess the manager also knows that with that mindset, Blais will naturally work faster and more efficiently - and everyone wins. And of course, this takes trust. Being pleasant to customers isn\u2019t something a manager can put out as a neat checklist or a measurable goal. Trust.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Now, back to my song\u2026<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>A few years back, when I first moved to Nashville, I met Tom Paden, a songwriter who wrote hit songs for artists like Reba McEntire. Tom suggested we co-write a song that I would record and enter it into the Eurovision Song Contest. A few days later, he showed up at my house with his writing partner, Eddie Kilgallon.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Tom and Eddie had an idea for a song about the Wall (as in the Berlin wall) - an anthem about what happens when the wall comes down and people come together.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>You can imagine I had a few things to say about that, LOL\u2026 but the most important thing for me was that <strong>big changes don\u2019t happen fast.<\/strong> It\u2019s a process.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>(Full disclosure here: I wasn\u2019t talking about life in Europe. I was drawing from my marriage struggles. Matthew and I had just come out of our separation and were working on healing our relationship.)<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p><strong>When the conflict grows too big, we build walls because we need something to keep us from charging at each other, and constantly attacking.<\/strong><\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Then, the wall keeps us away. But our anger and unresolved conflicts grow in our minds and hearts, which makes the other side seem full of dark shadows and scary monsters.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>We keep this up for a while, but eventually we get tired (because anger and fear are exhausting, and walls make us feel constricted).<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Then something happens, or someone comes along who inspires us to address the wall (because there is still the Divine that finds a way to interfere with our human quarrels and stubbornness) and we feel willing to try.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p><strong>What happens in that moment is what this song talks about.<\/strong><\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Tom and Eddie put a demo together and it came out so well that we decided to pitch it to some major artists (instead of having me sing it).<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>I released my attachment to the outcome, and trusted that Eddie and Tom knew what they were doing. We all wanted the song to get out there and reach a lot of people with its beautiful message and melody. Tom and Eddie did a lot of pitching, but they also trusted that the right artist would come along. Olivia Newton-John heard the song (through a very unconventional channel connected to her non-profit) and was immediately drawn to it.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>:)<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Trust. Do the work and then trust.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>\u201cWindow in the Wall\u201d is perfect for the times we live in. I\u2019ve been reading the comments on Olivia\u2019s social media, and people are already commenting on how much they needed this shot of hope and encouragement.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>So here are three things I hope can be a bit of an inspiration for you today:<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p><strong>(1) Keep showing up. Find little joys in everyday tasks.<\/strong><\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>If you are out of work, keep finding meaningful work - learn something, help someone, create something. Nourish your soul, mind, and heart with uplifting content - music, art. Nurture your body with healthy foods and walks in nature. Update your resume, research or contact potential employers, rebrand yourself if you have to (I\u2019ve done that a few times\u2026), stay in shape, and then let it go.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>Trust. I know it\u2019s easier said than done, but pushing too hard and stressing about it will only exhaust you and you won\u2019t be at your best when an opportunity comes.<\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p><strong>(2) Look for a window, or a crack in the wall, through which you can look to the other side.<\/strong><\/p>\n<!-- \/wp:paragraph -->\n\n<!-- wp:paragraph -->\n<p>I know it\u2019s scary. Try to entertain a thought that those on the \u2018other side\u2019 aren\u2019t monsters, but people with the same fears, same hurt, same pain as you. 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